That sucks! I hope the doctors and you have it wrong and you are here for a lot longer. My Mum had cancer twice and the last time, in 2001, they gave her a 5 percent chance of survival when she got a infection after the operation to remove her stomach. The sight of her in ICU with 18 different medications going in via automatic pumps is one I won't forget. Anyway, we just celebrated her 81st birthday a couple of months back so keep up the fight and your spirits. I cross my fingers for you.